the awareness of my thoughts:
"the dialog" as Dr David Jubb calls it:
he says 'that when a person's dialog is completely turned off, that they do not dream"
Im not sure I like that because I like to dream, but that brings on thee conclusive evidence that dreaming during sleep is a healing thing for the brain---
a number of things have risen up lately:
One of the biggest and constant struggles is my music as usual--
for the last 16 years I have been seeing my interest in music as being to the world of instrumentals; and more specifically: basically "synth only" instrumentals--
which I suppose was great 15 years ago, or even just 10 years ago--
but now everybody and their brother who on some level fancies themselves a musician even in the smallest aspect can follow those aspirations--
After acquiring a most important final round of hardware gear, I have come to a point of seeing my sonic pallette as completely limitless from a completely musical point of view--
I realize now that after seeing lyoutube, and everybodies little contribution to their 15 minutes of fame on the musical horizon , I must break out out of the instrumentals; must break out of the synth only world. As much as I dont want to--- I have the perfect set up for what Ive always wanted: "Berlin School Jesus": Klaus Schulze, Tangerine Dream, Ash Ra, Radio Massacre International. But that is really no problem, because I am more than capable of being a really creative singer. Back when I formulated my original ideas as Second Culture it was all about INFLUENCE from those "Berlin School" boys... and really my greatest aspiration was massive hybridization.... which at the time I dont think I realized as exactly that.... but Ive arrived at a time with Second culture being over 25 years old and Im saying to myself : "Why"
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